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I was never unfaithful, I never wanted to see you hurt. All I wanted was, For you to realise my worth. How could I rejoice in Seeing you die? Dead I'd rather be Than to see you cry. You're more than a man Your the reason why I live, You're my heart n soul For whom my love I'll give. Its all in your mind That I'm happy with someone else, You don't see my heart bleed, You don't see my craving eyes. I walked away, Cos you dint need me, I never lied to you My truth you couldn't see. I know its too late, To simplify things To understand us better, And our love for each other. I see you hurt, Cant see it anymore, So I've locked my feelings And left it ashore. I just wish you happiness And love for life, Lucky will be the one you love, The one who'll be your wife. I would never give up On something I love, But something which is not mine, No point of having hope. I'm the one, Who is dead inside, Feelings are something Which will never subside. I'


Everyone is on this earth for a reason. Well now I am more or less sure that God put me on earth to witness all the weird sights of the world. Trust me, its true. The sights I have seen since the past two months are so weird and strange that they compel me take a second look. And it only seems to get worse with each passing day. Well, here are some of them. I saw the traffic signal showing both red and green at the same time :-) A lady cleaner and a male cleaner trying to makeout in the office pantry. Gross gross gross..!!! :/ A girl wearing cargos teamed with a salwaar kameez top. Long one mind you..! I'd rather die that do something like that. A guy riding a bike wearing sun glasses. Whats so weird you ask? It was 11 pm. A lady riding a scooty wearing a nightie. Both her legs were touching the ground and.... no no I cant continue. Doesnt the name tell it all? Nightie= night gown. Some people never learn. A guy sitting on the roof of an underconstruction building near Mekhri circl

Meet the farmer

I am now totally obsessed with the game called Farmville on facebook. Its the best way to take breaks while my code compiles. Its the cutest game ever. I know that only kids play it but as my friends think that I'm still a kid I can go ahead and play it without any guilt. The game is fairly simple. You just have to buy land and grow stuff on it. You can even buy animals, trees and lotsa stuff. I'm now the proud owner of 5 cows, 2 sheep, 4 chickens, a rest house and a barrel :-). Well tress and plants too. I actually set an alarm so that I know the time my plants have to be harvested. Sighh..!! If only I could do that to wake up every morning for work. People who havent tried it, must. Its the perfect stress buster.


I was shopping at "Health and Glow" yesterday when a lady just approached me and snatched away the shampoo I was holding. I was taken aback. She was not a sales girl there nor a kleptomaniac. She was any regular customer like me. She then says "This shampoo is not good, try this one". Hellooooo... Who the hell are you was all I wanted to ask. The universe knows how obsessed I'm with my hair and would not change the products I use on it for a million bucks. Anyway, I'm not such a rude person, so I just smiled and told her that I've been using this since 10 years so its fine. She said a hmmmph.!! and walked away. Whats with the interfering I say?? I'm a very open person. People who are close to me are aware of everything thats happening in my life. But when some random person comes and tries to interfere I lose my cool. Some people are just born to poke their stinky noses into everyones business. Whats happening? Why you buying that? Why are you so moo


I'll be turning 23 next month. I love the fun part of birthdays. Friends around, new clothes, yummy food, chocolate cake and of course GIFTS!!! But at the end of the day, I turn a year old. This is something which has upset me right from the day I got out of my teens. I don't know why people would like to celebrate the fact that they are growing old. Its not that I'm obsessed with growing old. Its just that I feel sad to be leaving behind my previous age. The fact that there are so many other people who have accomplished much more than me at my age, only adds to the gloom. My birthday of 2005, my 19th one was and will be the best birthday of my entire life. The day was so special that nothing can ever come close to it. If ever I had a chance to relive one day, August 8th 2005 would surely be the one. Yeah, I was upset that I was leaving behind my teens like forever and had just stepped into the dreading twenties but that day truly belonged to me. After that birthdays don

Is Fair Lovely ??

After a complaint from a loyal follower of my blog that my blog is mostly about love, I've decided to divulge into other topics too. This is something I've wanted to write about for a while. I don't know why are we making such a hue and cry about the racial attacks in Australia, when India is no less. No point in pointing out a finger towards something, when the rest of the fingers are pointing towards us (Never thought I would use the word point thrice in one sentence :P). India is said to be a very diverse country, but take a look at any matrimonial ad. I have a few here for instance. .... Wanted Bride, Fair and beautiful. Age between 20-25, good looking and educated for Indian guy settled in Mumbai with family business. .... Looking for Sincere Independent Christian, God fearing, fair, honest caring affectionate beautiful lady for a well settled Indian 44 yrs in Australia. The next one is kick ass. .... Hi mam, I am a Male, Indian Bengali living in Mumbai. I am 50+ looki

Come Back

When did this happen, What did I do? I was so lively, What did you turn me into? What have i done, Why do you make my heart bleed? Why don't you understand, You're all that I need. I see nothing, Nor can I feel anything I don't know, What you want to say These mixed feelings, Are killing me everyday. Why am I lonely, why do I cry? Why cant I move on, Why cant I try? You left me, With a void in my life You could have as well as, Pierced me with a knife. Hurt you are, That I know Comeback to me, My love I'll show.. You are incomplete And so am I, I love you I don't deny Then why go through this, Agony and pain Please honey, now Don't drive me insane You're my true love, My sunshine and my soul Without you in my life I can never be whole. Lets put our broken hearts Together forever We'll stay happy and Part we'll never So stop hurting yourself And come back to me We'll show the world, What true love can be..

The Power of ONE

1. You have only one life to live. 2. In school, only the first rank mattered. Even if you came second, you were a loser. 3. You have only one set of parents. 4. You fall in love only once. 5. Only the first person who wins the race is considered the winner. 6. No amount of money can match the joy, you're first pay check gave you. 7. You can never forget your first kiss. 8. You can never forget the first fight you had with your loved one. 9. Nothing can replace your first bike or first mobile phone. 10. You can never forget the first time you were caught doing something wrong.

The Gay Debate

We cannot legalise unnatural things. Thats what the Kerala Government says about legalising homosexuality . Its just a matter of saying that we are in the 21st century. Because more than 60% of our country's population is still living in the 18 th century. How can love be unnatural ? Whatever the sexes are, its love after all. Why dont these people get that. The government just needs a tiny thing to make a drama about. Its just a matter of ones choice. We live in a democratic country, and everyone has the right to take their own decision. No one can stop anyone from that. Categorising them only makes it worse. The government is not going to lose anything by legalising the act. When marriages are legal why cant gay marriages be too? The whole concept of marriage is celebrating the love of two people by uniting them forever. Why isnt this the norm when homosexuals decide to get married to celebrate their love? What so ever happened to the "Everyone is equal" slogan th

I See You

I see you when I open my eyes, There is no place where you are'nt there.. Even when I close my eyes, I see you.. When I read the letters you wrote, Its a combination of feelings.. Amidst the blurness of my tears, I see you.. I can still feel the songs, That you endlessly sang for me.. When I listen to anyone singing, I see you.. Walking in a crowd, Missing you.. When I look by my side, I see you.. The thought of you, Brings a smile on my face.. When I look up from what I am doing, I see you.. When I see a couple walking by, I wonder why am I alone.. When I think of my future, I see you.. When I visit the places where we'd been, I can feel you all around me.. I know you are no where around but, I see you.. I can still feel your smell, Thats the time the feelings dwell.. Everytime I breathe, I see you.. When I wake up, I feel you beside me.. Everytime someone puts me to sleep, I see you.. When I'm happy, I see you smiling by my side.. When I'm sad n noone's holding my


Its high time I made a few confessions to the people in my life. Names are not mentioned in order to protect their identity and also to prevent them from belting me. Some are good, some are bad. But all are true. So here we go. Each confession is for a different person. 1. You are the best girl I have ever met, explains why you are my best friend. 2. I just love the way you are. 3. You are the most craziest thing that has ever happened to me. 4. You are without a doubt the most genuine person I have ever met. 5. You have the worst dressing sense in the whole wide world and no, you are not hot either. 6. You are nothing but a goddamned loser. 7. You're lucky that you look good, because the moment you open your mouth I feel like stuffing it with my shoe. 8. You are the most boring person ever. Even a dead body would be cheerful compared to you. 9. You are one of my best friends, but I sincerely hope that you were a better human being too. 10. You are too sweet to understand things ar