Murderer


I was never unfaithful,
I never wanted to see you hurt.
All I wanted was,
For you to realise my worth.
How could I rejoice in
Seeing you die?
Dead I'd rather be
Than to see you cry.
You're more than a man
Your the reason why I live,
You're my heart n soul
For whom my love I'll give.
Its all in your mind
That I'm happy with someone else,
You don't see my heart bleed,
You don't see my craving eyes.
I walked away,
Cos you dint need me,
I never lied to you
My truth you couldn't see.
I know its too late,
To simplify things
To understand us better,
And our love for each other.
I see you hurt,
Cant see it anymore,
So I've locked my feelings
And left it ashore.
I just wish you happiness
And love for life,
Lucky will be the one you love,
The one who'll be your wife.
I would never give up
On something I love,
But something which is not mine,
No point of having hope.
I'm the one,
Who is dead inside,
Feelings are something
Which will never subside.
I'd rather slit myself,
Than to put a gun to your head,
Before I see a frown on you,
I'd gladly prefer to be dead.
For today, tomorrow
Or any day other
Just remember
I can never be a murderer.

2 comments:

  1. No partner in his/her right mind could read this and not come back:-)

    Jesus,u shld be a Hallmark Card writer:-)
    No broken relationship would remain broken for long:-)

    "I just wish you happiness
    And love for life,
    Lucky will be the one 'YOU' love,
    The one who'll be your wife."(last line needs some minor tweaking)(I hope:-)

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  2. Okay Aru, i'll help you here.. you surely hope right..!!

    "I just wish you happiness
    With the one who'll hold your hand,
    Lucky will be the one 'YOU' love,
    The one who'll be your husband"..

    Well, i just hope the one i need is in his right mind.. And you just gave me a brilliant idea, I'm on the lookout for a job anyway :-), where they'd pay for me to talk/write..

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