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Your Eyes

Embedded in your closeness, Feeling so happy and nice; I keep waiting for you, To open your eyes. The first look that I get, Is enough to make my day, All life's moments summarized, Together as we lay. The love we share(d), Is the best thing ever, So deep, precious and pure, Something beyond compare. You don't know how good it feels, When I fall asleep in your arms; Following you breath by breath, And taking in all your warmth. As I snuggle close to you, Life seems perfectly done; With your heart beat on me, I always felt we were one. The sense of your touch, The sweetness of your lip; This would have lasted forever, Had I not let it slip. I know I did wrong, I've regretted it for so long; The pain seems to never end, As I turn weaker from strong. When I go back and think, Tears fall like dew, Those lovely memories, The days I had you. How I long for that day, To see the same look in your eye; I would capture it with me forever, And live it until the day I die.

Panghat pe Matka

Was chatting with a friend on the office messenger. One part of the conversation. Him : Aur kya haal hai? Me : Sab mast. Acha sun bottle mein paani bharke aati hu. BRB in 2 minutes. Him : Okie. I walk into the pantry with my water bottle and fill it up. On the way back I meet my friends and me being me, start talking to them. The conversation lasts for about 20 minutes. I come back and unlock my system. Me : Hey I'm back. Him : Oye, panghat pe matka leke gayi thi kya? Me : :|

Indians on Google

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Our Love Matters

I act like it doesn't matter, When you mention another girls name; Only I know what goes through me, But you're not the one to blame. It aches every part of me, The thought of you with someone else; The only image in my mind, Is you being with myself. I donno what to make of it, These feelings and these tears; I still have your smell in my senses, And your voice in my ears. They say lucky is the guy I love, I donno what to say to that; Cos I donno what you feel, I would love to know but. Refilling your position, Is something I wont do; Not that I cannot, Just that I don't want to. You study my reactions, To know if I still feel hurt; Do you know it kills me inside? And tears just want to spurt. I try to act strong, Act like I don't care; But when you are out of sight, Comes out the pain that I can no longer bear. You too put up a fairly good act, Even though inside it shatters; When will you ever understand, In the end, Our love matters.

Me in 50 points

I've been going through a pretty good phase oflate. Everything working in my favour and I have no complaints what so ever. Yesterday, I stumbled upon a note from my good friend EOE, which listed out random facts about her. So, I was like yeah how much do I know about myself. As I sat down and noted it, it turns out that I know quite a lot. Most of the things I usually wont think about. But considering the fact that my release was over today morning, I sat and pondered about myself. This is what I came up with. 1. I may look petite, but I'm real strong. 2. Given a choice between talking and eating, I'd go for talking any day. Can talk non stop and real fast. Very few can compete with me here. 3. I love books. Nothing like a big fat book to relax me. Particularly fiction and classics. 4. I can blog away to glory. I write exactly what I'm thinking at that time and I don't care if anyone reads it or not. I don't care if they get offended either. 5. I have the weakes


There's a place in your heart, And I know that it is love, Its pure, clear and precious, Cos its sent from above; Its a beautiful feeling, Now, its only the beginning, It soon will blossom, And make you feel awesome; It will give you such a high, Will make you want to fly, Gives you immense peace, Day by day it does increase; It shows you heaven, Lingers always in the mind, Its amazing, but once lost, Its impossible to find; Then comes the pain and the grief, Solitude then becomes relief, Tears you apart and sabotages you, Happiness then slowly bids adieu; But you need to be strong, And let the pain flow, Time never heals anything, Make sure you know; You may never find, This wonderful feeling again, But you're still alive, So no need to complain; Just watch and look close, You'll see him in the heart, Now that he's there, Why cry that you're apart; Its all a part of life, Some get lucky, some end up like I, Accept it as it comes, Alone, you learn to fly.

Mad Ad World

When it is not reality shows, the other thing that channels air is the homeshopping stuff. If you need to have a hilarious time, please please do watch it. I don't remember laughing so much for any of the comedy movies. Some ads just crack you up. A few examples of the stuff they sell. 1. Camera Pen : This is actually an innocent looking pen, with a camera embedded somewhere. It helps you record incidents without the other person realising it. Duh, obviously. Who the hell would think that the pen is actually a recording device? Here's the illustration of the ad. Scene 1 : Wife crying. Tears oozing out from the eyes, but no emotions and the makeup remains intact. She says, "I doubt that my husband is having an affair. I need to find out but I have no means. Oh God, what am I supposed to do?". (Well, it doesn't sound half as bad when I translate it into English. You must listen to the hindi dialogues, you'll have a ball) Scene 2 : Some voice talking to the wife.


Is it an absolute necessity that people should feel the same way you feel about them? If they do, then you are one hell of a lucky person. Very rarely, very very rarely, you find people like that. Take this for example, I'm head over heels in love with a guy who probably doesn't even care that I exist or not. Or this guy, who thinks that just because he is good looking and likes me, I need to have the hots for him. Puh-lease. WTF. Such things not for me. It feels so complicated at times. Do people actually understand each other the same way and feel the same way? Its not an absolute necessity though. My best friend of more than 10 years is practically an extreme opposite of me. I love her for what she is and she loves me for the way I am. We have a great bonding, irrespective of our opinions. Its rare to find people like this in life. I'm blessed to have a quite a lot of people like that in my life, with whom I can act completely stupid(more often than not that's the wa

The Longest Mile

When the world turns back, Everything you seem to lack; When you see nothing going right, When you're only filled with fright, Just close your eyes, Take a deep breath, This is only a bad mass; Which is soon gonna pass. Everything that happens, Happens for a reason, Times do change, Just like the season; Nothing is more important, To you than you, Life is a journey, You just need to get through; It wouldn't be fun enough, If everything went perfect, There has to be a few hits and misses, To finally get to your wishes; It is a fun filled voyage, Fills you with experience, Things you never learn elsewhere, How to deal and play it fair; You cannot sit back, And wait for things to happen, You need to give it a kick start, Learn it and play smart; At every corner, Lies a test, You need to clear it first, And then you can rest. Darkness only paves, Way to see the light, You need to be patient, Cos dawn comes only after night; The moon's always above, Telling you that every dark h


There are different kinds of people in this world, but categorical opposites. 1. The kind who give love, the kind who only take. 2. The kind who inflict pain, the kind who bear it. 3. The kind who compromise, the kind who take it all. 4. The kind who simplifies things, the kind who complicate. 5. The kind who can only make you smile, the kind who can only make you shed a tear. 6. The kind who thinks, the kind who follows others. 7. The kind who actually care, the kind who only pretend. 8. The kind who are crazy but sane, the kind who are only insane. 9. The kind who think too much, the kind who never think at all. 10. The kind who can pass of as humans, and the kind well... you got it.

Forbidden Fruit

Stolen fruit tastes sweet, forbidden fruit tastes sweeter. Indeed. The forbidden fruit, from the tree of knowledge, from the garden of Eden, the one which Adam and Eve ate and lost their innocence, is surely one hell of a fruit. Usually denoted by an apple this phrase can denote anything that you know you cant have. When you have all the things you need, but not the thing you desire, you desire it more. There is always a kick in wanting something you know you can never have. As they say, the grass is always greener on the other side. You might have all what you want but we could always do with something better. Its funny yet interesting. The very fact of knowing that you cant have something makes you want it even more. Its only a short lived high though. The forbidden fruit tastes sweet only until you don't have it. Once you get it its no longer sweet. That's because it is no longer forbidden. Just the word forbidden can make such a huge difference. Its almost like the forbidde

God's Humour

When he were around, God took me to the highest mountain and said "Look at the beautiful world out there, the rising sun, the wonderful colours and the amazing sights. The beautiful feeling when you have it all, the sensation and satisfaction, the peace within yourself. Can you feel it?" I said "Yes, I can feel every bit of it". Then God took him away and said "Well, this is what you can never have". God does have a funny sense of humour

A Good Change, Finally!

I'm having the best time of my life. Everything going as I want it to. No complications, no sad feelings, no confusions, no pressures, no misunderstandings and mostly no more tears. Everyone around is happy and that makes me more happy than ever. Life has a balance now. Priorities remain priorities and fun takes a whole new level. I'm blessed to have such amazing people in my life. Its been more than a year since I have felt so contended and happy. For someone like me, happiness has only been a mirage. But now I can see it come true bit by bit. Everyday I wake up with a wide smile and I just thank God for it because it has remained so for quite some time now. Nothing special happening in life, but somehow heart seems to have got some rest. Nothing negative around and life is filled with positive energy. People ask if I have found someone special. No, no way. I'm very happy the way things are now. And I kinda feel that having a partner at this point of time may just jinx thi

Go Woman Go!

Katherine Bigelow wins the 'Best Director' and her movie, 'The Hurt Locker' won the 'Best Picture' award, as ex-husband James Cameron looked on. What a way to start the 'International Women's Day'. No, I'm not a feminist and surely not a hypocrisy laden one. It just feels nice when women are acknowledged. Women, the first sex, are the most under rated creations of God. They are the epitome of beauty, motherhood, care and concern. While men are still considered the bread winner of the family. Thank fully women are now not expected to spend their lives living in the shadow of a man. Glad that times have changed. I absolutely love being a woman. Never have I ever regretted this fact. The tormenting yet amazing journey we go through is one thing I'd never trade off. A daughter, sister, friend, aunt (although I strictly prohibit my niece's and nephew's to not call me that), girl friend; I have cherished every moment of being a lady. If the


You control my mind and my heart, Which indeed is quite a feat; My heart knows when you're around; So it perfectly skips a beat. Its an hypocrite, inside me, Beating in me but following you; It measures every movement you make, It doesn't even miss a few. Its stings me everytime, When it knows you're not around; It wants to feel your presence, Your aura it wants to surround. Every beat screams your name, Refusing to let me forget; Its always been strong, my heart, Only before you it has ever knelt. All chambers owned by you, Pumping and beating to get me through; It knows and still remembers, Together we made the perfect two. It stands tall, looking for you; It only wants more and more; I don't blame the poor thing, It loves you to the core. It growls, pierces and grumbles; Brings in pain to and fro; It hurts but never stops, The day it does I'd let go.

Dying Inside

As I lie on my bed, Your thoughts flood my head; Your smile and your touch, Oh I miss that so much. I don't know why I still hope, Its your hand I still want to grope; I don't know why I still care, Why do I pretend you're still there? If only you knew, That you were my breath and my glow; You'd know what means high to you, Is pushing me eternally low. Not a second passes, Without your thought; Why is it this way? Is that all I've got? The more you move away, The more I feel the pull; You've overloaded my heart, And made it completely full. I don't know if this feeling, Would ever come to an end; Till then I just have to watch you, And continue to pretend. It continues to grow, The love that you lit; I watch you every second, Do you ever feel it? Life is torn apart, Summed down to a shred; With you so far away, Every second I dread. Noone can love you, The way that I do; I know you know this, And you know its true. I try to act normal, Rules I try to abide;