Not a Mistake

Its not like everyday is easy to pass

But today is the hardest

Its not like I smile always

But today I'm the saddest

I lie to myself that you are still around

For years now, I've played this game

Feeling anxious, happy and thrilled

Each time I hear your name

Its now been 66 months

Since the day we came together

But all that is left now is memories

Which I promptly tend to gather

Looking at you makes it harder

Knowing that I'm living a lie

But living with the thought that I cant see you

Makes me wanna hurt and die

I try to spend each and everyday

With happiness and laughs

How can I forget those times

When my heart has photographs

I sleep on your chest

But I wake up alone

All I have is the moon

Where our love always shone

If God comes down to me

Seeking to grant a wish

Do I ask for you to be mine

Or a forever lasting kiss

At times I can feel you

Touch my tear stained face

Holding me close to you

Pain, trying to erase

We are not like others

We cant fall in and out of love and fake

No matter who says what

Remember, we were never a mistake