The year that was


2010 is finally leaving on a good note. I'm feeling a bit lazy to write a post summarizing the whole year. So, here are just a few tit bits on the realizations this year.

I am a masochistic lioness.

Rock bottom doesn't come easy. You need to swim your way through crap to get there. Either that, or you can swim backwards to the top.

I choose change. I will be the change.

Falling in love is easy. But when the love disappears, its all about falling.

At times, things are just not meant to be.

Out of sight doesn't mean out of mind.

No matter what the intention is, fate wins anyway.

You don't destroy people you love. Or so they say.

I can love till it hurts and I can hate till the other person hurts.

I've become a tiny bit lazy this year. And vain. And selfish.

I now know that he doesn't love me.

Goodbyes don't hurt. The flashbacks do.

Patience seems to be slipping out as a virtue.

I'm no longer sponge bob. I can't soak in crap anymore.

I absolutely loathe a few people.

Reality is never pleasant.

Friends are the best things in the world. Chocolate and vodka come real close.

I can let go of anything if I want to.

Silence is my loudest cry.

I can never remain silent.

I have absolutely no regrets. What ever happened and whatever will happen, happens for a reason.

I stood alone during this year. It only made me more strong.

Today, my life makes sense.

8 comments:

  1. "Silence is my loudest cry" - Simply Superb!

    Wish you a very happy and successful New Year 2011, Soumya :o)

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  2. Thanks a lot Prashanth!

    You have a wonderful year too. Pass on my regards to your wife as well :)

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  3. Thank you, thank you. Definitely will convey your regards, she will be happy. So nice of you Soumya :o)

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  4. You're welcome.. I wish you both loads of happiness :)

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  5. Okay, I might offend, but that's not the intention.

    I am a masochistic lioness.
    Did you too fall for a lamb?

    Out of sight doesn't mean out of mind.
    But it sure helps.

    No matter what the intention is, fate wins anyway.
    But I disagree, its intent that shapes fate.

    I can love till it hurts and I can hate till the other person hurts.
    Add 'me' in the end and the whole world is crashing on you.

    I've become a tiny bit lazy this year. And vain. And selfish.

    The bigger the better, be lazy, be selfish, just don't hit me. I am as good a sadist as am a masochist. :P

    I absolutely loathe a few people.
    Bad for health plus they get a free ride in your thought train.

    Reality is never pleasant.
    Bite a chocolate!

    Silence is my loudest cry.
    I can never remain silent.

    So you don't cry? :P

    Have a fabulous year ahead.

    Regards,
    Blasphemous Aesthete

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  6. Hahaha I loved this comment BA. Noone has ever questioned me this way before and maybe I have to re-think a few of my realizations then :)

    No, not a lamb. Bull you can say.

    It doesn't. Somethings always remain on the mind.

    Never worked that way for me.

    Exactly why I didn't put the 'me' :)

    Hahaha, thought as much :P

    True, learning to block them out now.

    Very temporary.

    I can never remain silent, but when you have to with some certain feelings it actually gets worse than a cry.

    You have a great year too.

    Cheers!

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  7. Hi there! Thanks for following my blog! :)

    Great post, pretty much summarized my last year too!! Just replace the vodka with whiskey and chuck the loathing... Everything else is bang on :)

    Heres to a great new year!

    Cheers,
    Annie.

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  8. @Ice Maiden, Thanks! Look's like we're quite similar..

    You have a wonderful new year too..
    Cheers!

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