LOL: Life Of Leo

Image Source A little bit of plain flour Along with a dash of something sweet Choose the right flavor to go with it Then gently mix around and beat Now add the softest butter And an agent to help it rise Watching it bloom inside the oven Is more of a treat to the eyes Add everything that your heart desires Chocolate, fruits, cherries or rum Each of it has a unique taste And yet all of them taste yum Once baked, eat it with your sight Never let the aromas go waste Baking should always be done with love Nothing tastes good when cooked in haste Life and baking are really similar You need to put all your heart into it Your hard work will start to pay And you will rise bit by bit Choose people who come into your life Be wise and make the right choice Do not be afraid to try something new But for every decision, have a voice Mix your flavors carefully Make sure it doesn't over power the base Always remember you come ...

Its funny how I forgot myself Remembering everything about you I forgot all the old parts of my life With you I began spinning life anew You played along beautifully Committing to me without a promise You cleared my doubts with your smile Answered my questions with a kiss I was lost in your hypnotic spell Hungry for your touch to be whole You never let me inside your web I was left thirsty for your soul You loved me in more ways than one But your hesitation pushed me away You wanted me all for yourself Yet for me, you never paved the way You were stuck among your demons I could have helped, if you'd let me You shunned me away from everything else You love and passion was all I could see Your madness reached crazy heights I remained captured in your maze You were turning into a stranger Our love story became a blurry haze Slowly I started forgetting you I brought 'me' back in the foreground You were re...

The shadows have seemed to live Sometimes near and at times afar Life came a full circle As the feelings door was left ajar Shimmering like fireflies My soaring kite struggled free I didn't know what I was against Being you meant being me It all boils down to real life For hidden locks I looked for the key Ignoring my bleeding heart I tended to my bruised knee Its not all up in the air The painting seems to have a link Love has never been tough Its much simpler than you think Crystal rains thrashing down Watering the seed laid below Its been easy to ignore and hide But hidden dreams secretly grow Memories bite then turn to dust Leaving me in foggy soot How do I snip the bud When it has long grown a root The symphony you started Has been tough for me to quote Every moment still lingers Every touch was worth the note The song can never end It can never be called dead When there was enchanting music In every word that you said

I wake up thinking of you I can smell you all around Do you think this is love Cos you make my world go round I see your pretty face Everywhere, then and now I want to keep seeing it Seriously, is this love I long for your presence More than you can ever think I don't know if this is love But, I feel you with every blink You look at another woman Envy then seems to shove I want your looks just for me Please tell me, is this love When you hold my hands Its an enormous thrill Is this what is love Without you I feel nil I don't know what you're thinking At times everything goes above I'm so lost in your eyes Do you think this is love I want to fight for you Hell with the peace and the dove I just want you for myself Tell me if this is love Do I have the strength to sail through What If I turn this to dust If this actually is love This word, can I trust I don't want to feel this way I want these feelings to drop If this is what is love I sure want it to stop

Satin sheets, sliding down Covering the night, that went by We both knew we wanted this We both know we will not deny I can still feel your tongue Like the poison that drowned my throat Sharp, sweet, bitter and harsh Like our crazy passion boat Every kiss said a word Every breath was clearly heard You lie there amazingly beautiful Are you gonna be my love bird The strong clasp of your hand Weakens the bite on my neck Why are we smiling together Is this love, we need to check My hazy eyes long for your vision As your trembling lips break into a song This sure is a dreamy moment for us But I'm afraid, what if it goes wrong You strong arms do assure me But even on your chest I seem to think If this continues to go on I'll fall for you in just a wink Your madness reeks into me Your breath now calms my soul Go on, lets capture the moment Its been a while since I've felt whole The feeling is unmatchable I've never craved for anything this much Your scent drives me nuts I lie ...

I can watch you forever Trying to conceal the lust Fighting to hold myself back When touching you seems like a must My fingers yearn for long Hoping to run through your hair I ache to get into your arms But I only can get to stare The curve of my lips Thirsts for your touch Longing for your venom I cant ask for anything much At times the hunger builds Craving for your presence When I breathe, I smell you Like some over powering essence The taste of your tongue I can't seem to get enough I'm awed by the way you move Slow, deep and sometimes rough Trying to stay away from you Is the hardest thing ever Even to stay an inch apart I need all the will power Your mesmerising effect Plunges and mixes deep within Pushing me to the extremes Of committing every sin You give me the strength To resist every other temptation But when it is you I lose myself To God's most alluring creation Your warmth, your breath, your beat I can bask in them night and day One glance towards your side An...

All those unspoken words All those unsure moods Swinging from love to lust Your presence now seems a must No matter where I hide Your love seems to follow me Holding me strong, showing me things Even those that I don't want to see You just have to smile And all the starts shine down If I have you in front of me Never again shall I frown Your the wind, who sets me free But your thoughts imprison me Wanting me to be what you need And never once letting me be me If you thought that I'd give up on you You're crazy cos I'm really strong If you think that I don't love you Then you are simply wrong Even if its not meant to be My heart only knows your chime Maybe not in this birth But next time I want you to be mine Its never ever been easy To stop my heart's call Its never easy to cry your eyes out And alone try to wipe them all When you touch me It gets me weak in the knee Its rains in a thirsty desert When you kiss me I can't breathe without you Cos my breath is ...

Others can make me feel good While you can make it great Your smile erases everything else Only you seem to have this trait I sure do enjoy solitude But your thought never seems to leave How can you stay in my mind 24x7 At times its hard to believe Others can cheer me up But nothing when compared to you You take me to extremes of happiness This fact I always knew A warm hug always consoles me But your touch satiates me whole Others can only talk to me But your words reach my soul There sure are priorities But you make it to the top of the list I do mix with others But I'm enveloped in your mist People come, people go But you have held on strong Others leave behind foot prints But you only leave fresh heart prints

Yes, you and I are different But we are not like pro and con If that were to be the case Our love would have long gone You are not the perfect guy Nor am I the impeccable girl But only you can give me goose bumps And skillfully make my toes curl You are down to earth And I am the blazing fire But together we evoke All the nine parts of desire You don't have to do anything Still my love seems to multiply in herds You sure are the master of voices But you make me the mistress of words You may be the charging bull And I the roaring lioness dame But if anyone reads both our hearts Words they find will be the same I was supposed to purr and roar Kill and prance around in glee But look at what I now have become Only you could have tamed me I can so easily get lost in your eyes You drive me crazy with your wild side At times you seem like a mystery Showing me so much, yet so much to hide

There is so much that I want to say. Lots of words and frustrations pent up inside me. I write, I write a lot. I talk, I talk a lot too. But those words and feelings inside me is something that I can never pen down. It screams inside me and shakes me up to come out. But I can't get it out. Its something that someone else needs to understand. I have words, plenty of them. I even have fairly good enough talent to write, and I have the means too. But as I open up a note to write I'm overwhelmed by what I feel and can't get beyond that. There are so many things that I want to say, but when he comes in front of me my antennas are raised and it screams out caution! I'm just happy to say things that he wants to hear knowing that anything else I say may stop the verbal liaison's we have now. I'm so easily willing to let go of my cores; feelings, desires, respect for self, necessities, lust, love and am perfectly willing to put up with the hurt and the pain and the insan...

After long I sit down to pen an emotional heart wrenching love poem. Had decided against it, but I just felt like it today; and I'm pretty happy with what came out. I just had to put myself in that frame of mind and voila, words began to flow! But the only problem is that I didn't feel half as bad before writing it than how I felt after reading it. As my best friend says, I seriously don't know why I do this to myself. I guess I had forgotten the past, Anyway I knew that it wouldn't last; But then came true my biggest fear, I fell more in love with him the past year. Its my fault I lost my mind, Sanity I now can't seem to find; Even brain and heart no longer bind, How could I have been so blind? Its bad that I had to go through it once, Again, how am I gonna get past it? How am I gonna extinguish? This painful fire that I've re-lit. Madness follows its own course, I've been pushed by some damned force; How do I pull myself up? Hadn't I already given up? ...

Sometimes you breathe love, Sometimes you breathe fire; No matter what you do, You'll be my only desire. They say I'm crazy, Maybe what they say is true; I need to be saved, No one can do that but you. Sometimes I lose myself, Sometimes I lose my soul; I need to feel complete, Only you can make me feel whole. I need you in my life, I need you till the final act; I feel that I'm tied to you, Bound by vows and sealed by a pact. Some days it feels uneasy to live, Some days its hurts to pretend; Some days its all about the pain, And those are the days that never end. Days get more longer, And the night passes with tears; At times it feels better to give up, Rather than to live with these fears. I would do anything for you, I'd run right into hell and back; I would do anything for your love, I love you and that's a fact.

This is a song by INXS. A few years ago it was just a pass by song, but now I'm totally in love with it! Here I am, Lost in the light of the moon, That comes through my window; Bathed in blue, The walls of my memory divides, The thorns from the roses, It's you and the roses; Touch me and I will follow, In your afterglow, Heal me from all this sorrow, As I let you go, I will find my way, When I see your eyes, Now I'm living, In your afterglow. Here I am, Lost in the ashes of time, But who wants tomorrow, In between, Longing to hold you again, I'm caught in your shadow. I'm losing control. My mind drifts away, We only have today; Touch me and I will follow, In your afterglow. Heal me from all this sorrow, As I let you go. I will find my way, I will sacrifice, Till the blinding day, When I see your eyes. Bathed in blue, The walls of my memory divides, The thorns from the roses. It's you who is closest. Now I'm living, In your afterglow. When the veils are gone,...

Finally I'm out of bed and kicking. I've been extremely sick for the past week and that has left me rusted. Trust me I can actually hear a faint creak when I try to move my hand or leg. One week, locked up at home with nothing to do but sleep. Thankfully I had my mom around me else knowing the way my brain works I'd surely be dead by now. I dint even have the strength to get up and read a book, so all I could do was lie down and look at the fan swirling above me and think. Thankfully nothing bad this time. Life sure has improved :-) Right before I fell sick, I saw the movie 'Inception'. That day probably is one the most memorable days of my life. Even though a lot of thoughts were incepted into my mind and I was in a hell a lot of pain, the thought of that day brings a smile. The movie is good. Nothing great. Okay before I get belted let me tell you why I feel so. 'Inception' dint play with my mind the way other Christopher Nolan movies did (minus 'The D...

The art of living, Is a mix of letting go and holding on; There is no point in crying for something, That has already been gone. Believe that life's worth living, The belief will help make it a fact; Be honest to yourself throughout, Its not worth it if you put up an act. Do not dwell in the past, Do not dream about the future; Concentrate on the present, Give it love and let it nurture. You still are alive and kicking, Your mission on earth is not yet complete; Only the zest to live with keep you going, Just hold on and don't let it deplete. Its not the length of life that matters, Its always been the depth of it; Life is not about holding good cards, Its about playing them well so they fit. Life is like a dream for the wise, For a fool, its a game for sure; Its something fun for the rich, And its like misery to the poor. Life is like a series of collisions, Some strike right and some don't; Life still remains the best therapist, Some may believe it and some wont. Never ac...

She always stays by you, No matter how many times you fail; She's always humble and positive, And is as holy as the grail. She gives you a reason to live, She makes you wanna give it a shot; She always hovers around in the mind, Whether you want her around or not. She doesn't promise you anything, But she sure makes you forget the pain; If you decide to stand by her, She wont let your efforts go in vain. She has this strange funny way, Of making you believe in her; She makes you see things right, When all you can see is a blur. Together with her counterpart, She lifts you and helps you to cope; If he's called Faith, Then she's called Hope. She's like a hot summer, In the middle of cold winter; She's like the hard shelled coconut, With a surprise soft centre. She'll get you, what you want; But she makes you put in a strife; She's like a little sugar, In the bitter sweet pudding called life.

Feelings. Sigh. I'm loaded with them and the best part is that I never fail to show them. If I like someone I go way beyond my reach to care for that person and when I hate someone then they immediately are off my life. The hate part wasn't like this until sometime ago, but now trust me, thats the best. As they say, good riddance to bad rubbish. Over the past 3-4 months, many people have walked out of my life. Honestly, it hurts. But its best not to care. They were never worth it anyway. Okay, I was talking about feelings. I get drifted apart so easily, damn it. So, feelings, no not the regular ghisa-pita ones. Love, anger, pain, have felt this many times. But there are certain silly feelings which are top-notch. I call them bliss. Like : The thing you feel when you're snuggled up under the blanket, knowing that you don't have to get up for work. The thing you feel when a smile lights up the face of the person you love. The thing you feel when you smell a hot steaming c...