With blurred visions,
I reached for his hand;
But when it cleared I saw,
That all alone I stand.
He taught me to love,
More that what my heart could contain;
Then why doesn't he now,
Teach me to love again.
My heart struggles to beat,
I feel suffocated all around;
I want to call out and stop him,
But I'm frozen and cant make a sound.
When he left,
He took my best part away;
I forgot to bloom,
And he left me to decay.
He meant a little too much for me,
While I meant a little too less;
It was him I always thought of,
I'm crazy about him, I confess.
My biggest nightmare,
Was the thought of losing him;
But now when its reality,
Life is misery filled to the brim.
Love and happiness,
We're just words until he came along;
He taught me what they meant,
And made me to him belong.
I force myself to smile,
Its tough, but I don't complain;
But suddenly his thought flashes,
And then comes, the pain again.