Him & Again

With blurred visions,

I reached for his hand;

But when it cleared I saw,

That all alone I stand.

He taught me to love,

More that what my heart could contain;

Then why doesn't he now,

Teach me to love again.

My heart struggles to beat,

I feel suffocated all around;

I want to call out and stop him,

But I'm frozen and cant make a sound.

When he left,

He took my best part away;

I forgot to bloom,

And he left me to decay.

He meant a little too much for me,

While I meant a little too less;

It was him I always thought of,

I'm crazy about him, I confess.

My biggest nightmare,

Was the thought of losing him;

But now when its reality,

Life is misery filled to the brim.

Love and happiness,

We're just words until he came along;

He taught me what they meant,

And made me to him belong.

I force myself to smile,

Its tough, but I don't complain;

But suddenly his thought flashes,

And then comes, the pain again.