Happy New Year everyone!
My year began with a bang, and I seriously don't remember when I have laughed so much or danced so much before. It was a mad mad night and I hope the madness continues for the rest of the year.
2010 left on a very good note. Things came out in the open and its all clear now. I can understand things much better now. I could before too but I never did want to. But now, its out there in front of me every single day to see, and live. Absolutely no regrets.
Better late than never they say. True. I'm happy now. Very happy. I guess life is a nice place when you let go of the expectations and try to make the best of what or who comes your way. Seriously at times I feel its the best to let go. Holding on to something painful never has and never will help anyone. Its funny that I realised this when I was staring at my drink last night. Whatever, I'm glad it did strike me.
Trying to make a future out of yesterdays is so not right.
So here I am, writing this with a smile on my face. No, not smiling through the pain. There is no more pain. There can be no more pain. That was 2009 :). I know I'm sounding really foolish and confused here, but for me it makes perfect sense. More so than you can think. From now on, its gonna be all about me. I need to start living for myself now. As me, for me. No strings attached.