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I'm confused. Damned hell I'm confused. I took off the previous post I wrote, cos I'm not too sure I meant it. Too much was going on in life, way too many frustrations and it all didn't come out in a good way. For reasons best known to God, all I could think of today was the damned post. It kept playing back n forth in my tiny little head. Kept disturbing me and got me out of work much earlier than I planned to. I wanted to take it off. I had to take it off.

But why did I write it if I didn't intend to keep it? I'm not the one to do that. Why?

It gets more confusing by the second. Something's troubling me. And deeply. I need time off. I need some time to think and figure out life. I need time to sort out and prioritise things. I need some space. I need a break from life. Not from work and stress. From life. What do I do?

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  1. Don't let your soul get lonely
    Child, it's only time, it will go by
    Don't look for love in faces, places
    It's in you that's where you'll find kindness

    Don't put your trust in walls
    'Cause walls will only crush you when they fall


    Fuck the world, if it be damned.

    Blasphemous Aesthete

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  2. That's a phase that comes in everybody's life. I had this few days back! I just spent some more time with myself and tried to keep a distance with the world around for few days! That did not solve the problem but somehow I feel better!

    Best Wishes!

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  3. @BA, Fuck the world, yes! Its all gonna be about me now. The rest can go take a high.

    @Mansi, Its not a phase this time. But I plan to deal it with in my own way. Thanks for the wishes!

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  4. switch off for a while.. a day or two..or three. be calm and introspective. write a lot.

    ps - just saw your email address. soumya_srk !!! haha nice! i'm pissed he got the kela award for the worst actor . Weird!! he acted so well in Mnik.

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