I'm confused. Damned hell I'm confused. I took off the previous post I wrote, cos I'm not too sure I meant it. Too much was going on in life, way too many frustrations and it all didn't come out in a good way. For reasons best known to God, all I could think of today was the damned post. It kept playing back n forth in my tiny little head. Kept disturbing me and got me out of work much earlier than I planned to. I wanted to take it off. I had to take it off.
But why did I write it if I didn't intend to keep it? I'm not the one to do that. Why?
It gets more confusing by the second. Something's troubling me. And deeply. I need time off. I need some time to think and figure out life. I need time to sort out and prioritise things. I need some space. I need a break from life. Not from work and stress. From life. What do I do?