LOL: Life Of Leo

Image Source: Google Ever since I read this post by Keirthana, I have been wanting to write about my fetishes too. I'm a borderline OCD freak and it gets on to my nerves every time things around are not the way I want it to be. Something inside me breaks and I squirm and squirm until I sort it out. A few of them are mentioned below. ~ I have an order in which I open tabs on Chrome. Gmail, LOL, Facebook, Twitter and then google. I'd drag and switch these tabs any number of times in a day without flinching. But the order needs to be the same.  ~ I never open work related sites on Chrome. Internet Explorer only. By chance if it opens by default on Chrome, I copy the link, close the tab and paste it in IE. ~ I always plug in the laptop charger. Even if the charge is full. I somehow cannot work without the charging symbol. ~ I never let my phone battery die or go below 50 percent. As and when I can, I charge my phone.  ~ I always do my eyes in a particu...

For some reason I absolutely love the word trespassers . I like the way it sounds, giving the person saying it a stylish accent. I have been aware of this word for quite a while now, but it caught my interest only a while ago. I have never had the chance to include this word as part of a conversation (apparently I did once, but I cannot remember). Thanks to all the attention that people are giving to my life these days, I feel like I should carry a placard with me that says ' Trespassers will be prosecuted '. I do not like interference any where. Be it in my professional life or personal, unsolicited advice or opinion is not something that I will take lightly. If you have managed to trespass and enter my area, the best you do is shut up. Quietly watch what is happening and leave. If you decide to ask unnecessary questions then be prepared to hear a mouthful. I like silence. I like to do things by myself without having anybody around. Especially at work. Most of my wri...

Colors have only begun to make an appearance in my life recently. For a really long time I was this black and white person. I always saw things only in black and white and that was the philosophy of my life too. It was nothing to do with my state of mind though, but people seemed to think so. And I let them make their own assumptions of me. Most of my clothes were either black, white or a combination of both. My blog also was the one with a black background. It's not like I hated colors or anything. I just did not feel the need to have colors around me. Actually, I never even thought about it. It all changed about three years back. I slowly started bringing in colors to some elements here and there. If I have to wear a color on me, I first try it in the form of a nail polish. I take my own sweet time to get used to the color and then pick up a piece of clothing. I know I am weird, but this always works for me. Of course not all nail enamels make it to being a top or a pan...

The world can call me anything I'm something that money can't buy They scorn at my bright red lips While I fly free like a butterfly I am a woman, tall and proud Not burdened by the conventional norm I choose to live life on my terms I'm not shaken by the rain or storm My body is my creation of art I adorn it with things I love I don't have to answer anyone I'm only responsible to the one above Love for me is a scary feeling The safe bet always seems to be lust It lasts for a while and wanes away While love somewhere turns into dust I'd rather stay alone and live my way I do not want anything to tie me down I want to depend only on myself Being responsible for my smile and frown Then one fine day, you came along Enveloping me with your presence I got entangled in your aura Flowed along your hypnotic essence You filled up every sense of mine My soul split craving for you The way you feature in ...

I loved ' Pyaar Ke Side Effects '. Not only because Rahul Bose is a mind blowingly awesome actor, I even liked Mallika Sherwat in the movie. The movie had its story right and the characters were real. Sid's comic timing was impeccable and Trisha's expressions were just on spot. Even the supporting cast was perfect, especially Trisha's father aka Colonel Papa and Suchitra Pillai as Dracula. The supporting cast supported the story brilliantly and even though the climax was cliched, the movie was highly entertaining. I did not expect a sequel to it at all. And when it was announced that there would be a ' Shaadi Ke Side Effects ', I was more than thrilled. Farhan and Vidya as Sid and Trisha thrilled me more. I mean two fantastic actors on screen for the first time, it ought to be awesome. Right? Wrong. Since I just got married last year and have my own set of side effects I wanted to watch this movie to check if any of my side effects have been covered...

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There are so many things that we don't understand. So many questions we have no answers to. So many incomplete quests lingering in the mind. So many "ifs" and "buts" bordering life. So many incidents waiting to happen. So many answers waiting to be explored. So many secrets buried in the dust. So many keys fitting in the right locks. So many things falling apart. So many people wanting your love. So many memories that need to be forgotten. So many stories that need to be told. So many thoughts that need to be shared. Life sure is a book, with no answers at the back. Everything and everyone is incomplete. If its complete then there is no point in continuing to live. What else is there to look forward to? Yeah, there are so many things that we don't understand. We just have to make the best of it, with the limited knowledge we have. ~ Soumya

Its my birthday month. Yay! :D Today was an eternal down hill with everything possible going wrong. Today I saw how love can exist without trust. How a beautiful face perfectly hides the monster underneath. How a person who hardly mattered is capable of bringing out the tears in you. How blind people can get as long as someone around is pacifying them. How hidden intentions can spoil a relationship. How a single second can crush you down. What's with trust anyway? Can you love someone and not trust them? Can you trust someone with your life but not love them? Can you believe every word a loved one says? Can he look into my eyes and lie? No, I did not love him. But it did sting. That's all that was on my mind today. Suddenly the most important person in my life did not seem to matter anymore. It was all about the vague new face. Every breath pierced and every voice burnt. How could he? I can't even blame him, I'm the one who did not want more out of this. Still it is cru...

I have something against the month of July. Or rather July has something against me. Everything in life gets so screwed in this particular month that I feel that life sucks and there is no room for improvement. Well its a different thing that the feeling lasts only till about the last week of the month and then things begin to slightly improve. But while that terrible July phase lasts, its nerve wrecking. July 2008 - The first cracks began to appear in my relationship finally resulting in impending doom. July 2009 - Battling the peak of clinical depression. July 2010 - Diagnosed with symptoms of chickengunya, read low blood pressure, low platelet and haemoglobin count, joint pains and acute anaemia. These pop up every now and then taking my whole petite system down. July 2011 - A repeat telecast of 2010, with hospitalisation and needles in and out of me. If that was not bad enough, things got so bad at work that I was on the verge of losing my mind. Just when I was about to totally cro...