Happy Ending


Some people tell you they love you, and then they tear you apart. Into shards.

Every time I think that I can't love you more, I prove myself wrong. Even a stab from you seems filled with love.

I fought with all I could, but yes, we win some, we lose some. Then, we learn.

Its the 21st century. Love is no longer blind here. Probably that's why, I still love you.

My only reason for loving you was that its you.

I tried to hate you. Then I realised that it hurt a lot less to not care.

At times I can't seem to fathom as who it was who threw this all away. Me. Or you.

Its not tough to let go of something that hurts you. Its tough to let go of something that you have always wanted. Irony is that, both happens to be the same thing.

I said that I'll love you forever. But now, forever is getting over.

When you said that you loved me, you lied.

You could never trust me with the truth. Or yourself.

Your love made me lose my patience. But you stayed until I won it back. That's what I can't seem to get over.

I'm crazy, lost and foolish. Don't judge me. You made me this way.

I want to forget. But you know, its tough to forget the only thing that you want to remember.

I can't sit and weep and cry. I'm sorry if I robbed you of the pleasure of seeing me in pain.

Just so you know, you are the only stranger whom I'll ever know.

Sometimes it is very important to say the final goodbye.

Try not to miss me, because I'm sure you will.

I bid adieu this time. But remember, next time I want you to be mine.

Fly my love, its time you grew wings.

Again, just so you know, if life was long enough, I'd never ever have given up.

P.S: This is not exactly what you would call a happy ending. But it makes sense when your happy that it ended.

17 comments:

  1. You write so well Soumya ... whatever you write is simple, yet it tugs at the heartstrings.

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  2. you are just amazing dear...

    I can feel your pain...hoping it gets over...Hugs...

    Glad to have found you here...

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  3. it's a phase... you'll step out...
    and life is a bagful of beautiful mistakes, so drink it up
    cheers

    aJ

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  4. As the song goes ,"you lost that lovin' feeling ,now it's gone .gone ,gone "..Writer, pour all pains in writing that's one way of healing...and am thanks God am learning from it..I can feel your pain..anyway all wounds heals...Your witty and brave i can tell from here.

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  5. I'm currently listening to 'Rishtey toh nahin' from Life in a Metro. And it seems apt.

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  6. ahhh, so well drafted....amazing!!!

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  7. ah - somethings you just cant let go.

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  8. All's well that ends well.

    If you are happy, or at least content with the decision, nothing else should matter.

    Cheers,
    Blasphemous Aesthete

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  9. simple words. heavy emotions. mature thoughts. happy to visit u :)

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  10. Very Well Expressed! I smtimes fall short of words but this is just what I would have felt at one point..

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  11. This is one of your best posts, I guess.
    Life doesn't have a happy ending as we heard in Cinderella's story.
    What matters is whether we are happy with what we have or not.
    Tak Care:)

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  12. @Felicity,
    Thank you so much, that's very kind of you :)

    @Nikita,
    Thank you dear, I'm glad to have met you too.
    Hugs.

    @aJ,
    I'm out of the phase, hence the post. Life is beautiful yes.
    Drinking it up in style :)

    @Angel,
    Gone, gone, gone. The pain is healed now, and I'm looking forward for a new lease of life. Thank you so much.

    @Hamza Bin Ladin,
    Thank you.

    @Chandrika,
    Perfect!

    @Shrutzz,
    Thank you so much.

    @Raajii,
    Oh yeah. You can't let go yes, but you sure can stop caring about it.

    @BA,
    All is well. I'm happy and content and nothing else matters now.
    Cheers!

    @Anonymous,
    I did? Spooky :D

    @sawan,
    Welcome to my blog! Thank you so much.

    @Seashell,
    Thank you so much. At one point? I'm glad you are out of it then.

    @Neeha,
    It is? Thanks :). We just need to be happy, nothing else forms life. Thanks.

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  13. @Felicity,
    Thank you so much. You have been really kind :)

    @Nikita,
    Thank you so much dear. Glad to have found you too.

    @aJ,
    The phase is out, hence the post. Drinking it up in style yeah.
    Cheers!

    @Angel,
    The pain is over, looking forward for a new lease of life now. Thank you so much dear.

    @Hamza Bin Ladin,
    Thank you.

    @Chandrika,
    Perfect!

    @Shrutzz,
    Thank you so much.

    @Raajii,
    I know. But you can choose to not care.

    @BA,
    All is well now. I'm happy and content and nothing else matters now.
    Cheers!

    @Anonymous,
    I did? Spooky :D

    @sawan,
    Welcome to my blog and thank you so muc. Do visit again.

    @Seashell,
    Thank you. You said at one point? I'm glad that you are out of it then.

    @Neeha,
    I had published you comment, but due to the maintainence work at blogspot some comments went missing and I'm not able to republish it. Will try to get it back.

    You said that this is one of my best posts. I think so too and thank you for that. In the end all that matters is that we are happy.
    You take care too :)

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  14. Hey, you took down a beautiful post. God might be pulling the right strings, but are you kidding me! :D

    Nevermind though, it was a beautiful read.

    Cheers,
    Blasphemous Aesthete

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