No, no I'm not getting into a bashing spree again. This is just for me. Tell me something, who else burns their ear while trying to blow dry their hair? Or who else burns their middle finger while trying to light a smoke? Seriously, the finger I use the most is all burnt and swollen now. Somewhere far away Murphy is ROFLing away to glory.
I turn 25 in two days. Phew! Am I seriously that old? Am I seriously that old and still I do the above things? I might just be in serious need of help. Well atleast my mind does for now. First, I was not used to not having him around. I learnt to deal with it and was successful. He's back and I am now not used to having him around. How do I deal with this? I'm driving him and myself up the wall. Wtf is wrong with me? I'm either sick or confused. Talk about being a defective piece. Thank you God, if I haven't said that already.
Today I had a yelling match with my manager. Turns out I'm back to my temper tantrums. I feel a glimpse of the old me coming back and I'm actually happy about it. The new one was a tad bit of a pushover sponge who bore things. I still am a lot like that but the red eyed monster in me is slowly coming out. Angry when provoked. Reason enough eh? Bleh, who am I kidding. I'm never gonna be the same again. The most integral part of me has gone away. Gosh, I miss him. I love him so much. How do I get him to understand that? My only birthday wish. Sigh, stop giggling away Murphy!
Well, lets get past that now. My health's been slowly kicking up and I've gained back 2 of the 4 kilos that I'd lost. That yuckee tasting syrups seem to be working after all. Time to relax and get pampered over the weekend now.
Next post, on the D-day :D