Image Source |
It hasn't been a very good year
I've tried so much to remain strong
Every path I tread carefully
Yet every right turned wrong
I was pushed to the ground
A load of weight put on my back
As I tried to make sense of the hues
Every color soon turned to black
I crawled my way up and about
Wounded and bleeding through the way
I was tired but I didn't stop
Pushing myself up night and day
Nothing is easy when you are down
The true colors of people you see
Friends quickly turn to strangers
When I wanted help, only I was with me
I did not want to die down there
I was determined to see the light
With each step forward I came back twice
Still, I wasn't doing down without a fight
Emotions drained me out completely
I could only feel a void within me
Giving up was never an option
Finally, a ray of light I could see
I went to hell and came back
Dealing with blow after blow
I did not suppress my emotions
When the tears came, I let it flow
Yes, I am a valiant woman
But I'm only human after all
No matter how many days I spend on the top
One day everybody is bound to fall
Bottling up the pain does not help
Uncork it and pour it out
The anger inside will only pierce you
Spew out the venom, go ahead and shout
After this you'll find yourself again
Now it's all right, nothing wrong
When you're feeling down, chant this
I'm strong, oh yes, I'm strong
Of course, you are strong, Soumya. I'm sorry that you had an awful year. Hope you have a great 2017!
ReplyDeleteLove the strong emotions in your poem. Brilliant!
Thanks the hope! Thank you Shalini :)
DeleteStay strong. This too shall pass. More power to you, my dear!
ReplyDeleteThank you darling!
DeleteHugs and more power to you.
ReplyDeleteCan relate to this poem.
Thank you Saru dear.
DeleteI'm so sorry you had an awful year, but this too shall pass. Stay strong!!
ReplyDeleteThat's the hope! Thanks!
DeleteHope all is okay, Soumya. Healing prayers for you. Take care.
ReplyDeleteAll is now better, Rachna. Thank you :)
DeleteI would love to be strong, & more power to you girl!
ReplyDeleteNicely written, can feel the words!
http://slimexpectations.com/2016/12/double-scoop-delight/
Thank you so much!
DeleteYou have such an interesting blog. Thanks for sharing. I'm a life coach blogger. Reading blogs is my hobby and I randomly found your blog. I enjoyed reading your posts. All the best for your future blogging endeavors. Please keep in touch with me in Google+, +sridharchandrasekaran Twitter @lifecoachbloger
ReplyDeleteThank you life coach Sir!
DeleteReally great!
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteSo good!! I truly believe in chanting this not because it makes me feel better, but because it is absolutely true!
ReplyDeleteOh yeah it is! Thank you darling!
Delete