I'm having the best time of my life. Everything going as I want it to. No complications, no sad feelings, no confusions, no pressures, no misunderstandings and mostly no more tears. Everyone around is happy and that makes me more happy than ever. Life has a balance now. Priorities remain priorities and fun takes a whole new level. I'm blessed to have such amazing people in my life. Its been more than a year since I have felt so contended and happy. For someone like me, happiness has only been a mirage. But now I can see it come true bit by bit.
Everyday I wake up with a wide smile and I just thank God for it because it has remained so for quite some time now. Nothing special happening in life, but somehow heart seems to have got some rest. Nothing negative around and life is filled with positive energy. People ask if I have found someone special. No, no way. I'm very happy the way things are now. And I kinda feel that having a partner at this point of time may just jinx this. I'm over whelmed by the new emotions I'm feeling. I have no idea what, but something seems to be changing. I'm not bothered what, because its working in my favour :-)
It had been long since I sat down and thanked God for this life. Probably the last time I did that was about 2 years ago. But, it was the first thing I did when I woke up today. It feels unbelievable at times, but yes some change is happening. And fortunately for good. I can breathe freely and openly now. Thank you God, and if not forever I hope this phase lasts a long time.